Saturday, 12 September 2009

the end of beliving

My atheism is wavering

In human light

A child has melted my core

A child that has few words

Who lives animal broken bone time

Stretched across her own oblivion

Wild and dangerous

Living free

In her territory

Yet trapped

In a world she has no concept off

She is wild freedom

She is the terrible truth of genes

The terrible fact of fragility foiled

By betrayal

Handed down across generations

Into broken bodies and minds

Human genes have worked a terrible power

My atheism is cracked

By the fact

Of such limitless cruelty

And yet the fact remains-

Tartt to the tongue-

We seek blood.

The ether is neither here nor there

Nor is the wind howling

Between canvas

Burned by lion breath.

The laying on of hands

Offers deep transitory comfort

When fine hope bleeds into hair shirt.

The ugliness of beauty

How tirelessly

Sunsets claim hope

How briskly eastern sky

Sweeps up the dust of dreams

My atheism is wavering because

I cannot bear the facts

And that as they say

Is that....

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